google has deleted my youtube account. i will consider eventually making a new youtube even though the site are pussies. in the meantime, the latest video for the new single "rape me til i die" can be seen here:

https://vimeo.com/681765039

the Alec Baldwin song from a few months back can be seen here:

https://vimeo.com/663919146

and i even uploaded the 2004 classic "suck my dick with razorblades in your mouth" here:

https://vimeo.com/663917850 ironically blogspot is now owned by google so its only a matter of time before they delete this too, or lock me out of my account, they love doing that.

 it's taco tuesday 2/22/22 so i made a new music video, its called rape me til i die lol

https://youtu.be/DtbpN-47B1c

 in and out of hospitals again all week.

 Just got out of Mercy E.R.    

For last few months been waking up shaky.  Last night woke up lightheaded, freezing cold, sweating, and shivering uncontrollably. I called 911 took ambulance to ER.  They said blood sugar is normal. They said its not Covid and that blood and urine were normal. During the visit these symptoms happened to me a 2nd time.  They have no diagnosis but i'm medically cleared to return home.

 in 2012 when i announced that 50wtkm was now defunct or on hiatus, i had mentioned that it's over but would one day like to do some kind of box set.  i still have that same mentality.  i wanna do the box set but is 50 ways really back?  well i've been working on some new stuff to include on that one-day-to-come-out box set and i've been exploiting major events (in 2020 i did the Corona Virus 666 song which you can hear right here:

https://youtu.be/onfGKe8ooNc

or the punk remix here:

https://youtu.be/iMU6mL41i04

and then a year later, a few days after Alec Baldwin killed someone i made that alec baldwin song which can be heard here:

https://youtu.be/_Bxo5UkgEpc

but other than that it hasn't really been active) but if you're reading this right now then you know i have the website back up and running.  alotta sections still under construction but coming soon.

 So... i used to use LiveJournal as the 50 Ways news section but LiveJournal won't let me log in anymore, they changed my password.   They're willing to send a verification code to my old email which is defunct, so i'm locked out.  Same problem with the old 50 Ways Youtube, google owns youtube now and google doesn't "recognize the device" and therefore they won't let me log in, so basically i'm never again allowed to buy a new computer because google doesn't give a shit if i know my fucking password, that's not good enough anymore,  so i had to make a new 50 Ways youtube.   Here's the new 50 ways youtube:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCr7fPUBn12aEPq5uTOj7XpA

and here's the old one that they won't let me log into ever again:

https://www.youtube.com/user/50WaysToKillMe

so now instead of livejournal i'll be using this blogspot account for the news section, but guess what, ironically blogspot is also owned by google too, so that means this will be the news section for years to come until i get a new computer one day at which point google won't "recognize the device" and lock me out.